I hate this, it’s such a pain. The depression is still reasonably bad but it’s only been 24 hours since I last wrote about it so would be expecting a miracle to change it in that short a time period. Anyhow I have been doing some random thinking which is always bad when I am in this mood; but the whole thing of being single is a pain in the bum. People will say you should enjoy being single you can do anything you want and when you want. But the things I want to do at the moment you can’t do on your own and you need someone else.
On top of that today I had to buy Marlboro lights as the stupid cash machine at the shop had no money in it this morning so I couldn’t get 20 Marlboro Blacks just 10 lights. I really hate Marlboro lights they just taste weird, so although I now have 20 black I am having to finish off the lights before I start on them; which is annoying me more.
Its times like these that I envy normal people, they don’t have to put up with these crappy mood swings and stupid brain thinking stuff.
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